I don't understand why so many bad, awful, horrible things happen to my family. We constantly struggle so much. It's not merely a "glass half full" type of thing . . . anyone who knows us realizes that our bad luck is pervasive and unusually horrible. Seriously. "God doesn't give you more than you can take." Yeah, right. Piss on that stupid saying. That was created by someone has never existed in a shit storm.
Look. Seriously. I am grateful for the good in my life / our lives. We have family strength and love, jobs, and faith, and many good things. I recognize that and am grateful. I also realize that the bad that we have could be much worse, and I am so happy that the bad ISN'T worse. But still, enough. Enough!!!! Enough legal nightmares, brain tumors, mental illness, work issues, financial stress, marital struggles, emotional pain, etc., etc., ETC. enough. Pleasee, please - give us a break. Just a break. Let their be some optimism and light, happiness, and sense that "wow, life is good!" We all need that, esp. right now. We are all dragging so badly.
Good-bye, sweet baby Finnley. I love you. We would have welcomed you into our family with open arms (even those who currently rejected you would have come around eventually). Rest happily in heaven until you can come back to us. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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